3 February, 2009. 12:47 AM.

Went to the library to drop off Parsifal—yay, course reserves. Passed the tertiary on my way. Started muttering to self, “Not my problem, not my problem.” Slowly trying to desensitize myself. Not sure how it will work. Must actively try not to react to beeping sounds and must not look around for lights when I hear sirens. Also, changing verb tenses. Gah. Too tired to function. Not sure how Matt runs to calls with those boots on—they are heavy.